Seizures SUCK!!!

So last Wednesday night I was laying on the couch and our golden Bear was laying on the other couch.  All the sudden he woke up and had a severe grand mal seizure:(  He has never had one before:(  It broke my heart to see him have that violent seizure.  I just talked to him calm, made the room quiet and put all the other animals out of the room.  It lasted about 4-5 minutes but then it took him about 2 hours to be completely back mentally.  We took him into the vet and did xrays and blood work and they didn't find anything out of the ordinary.  but with him being 10 years old it could be likely to have a brain lesion or brain tumor:(  But to find that out would be MRI or CT and would be few thousand dollars. It may just be a random thing and it may be epilepsy:( But again yesterday AM he had another:(  It was only about 2 1/2 minutes so at least it was shorter but it still very violent and it makes his whole body soooo sore:(
  We are sooooo broken about this.  We want to do what is best for him.  We are not ready to be without our Bear:(  I know they can live with Epilepsy but it is just the not knowing for sure what is causing them:( We just can't afford the neurologists for a few thousand dollars:( Between me and Bear we are a health mess:(  We are praying for them to stop and we are hoping it could be a random thing, or as vet said he may have a blood clot that breakin loose.  But just praying for him.  We want him to be happy and healthy and will do as much as we possibly can!
  So we would appreciate ANY prayers that y'all could send our way!  We need prayers for health in this house!  For Bear to be better.  He is only 10 and other than the seizures he is in amazing health.  Thank you for all thoughts and prayers, we appreciate it more than you could ever know!!!

Bear napping with his daddy at the lake!

Eric has had Bear since before we were together.  This is our baby but this is his Best Friend!